Car Ride
The Spirit That Followed Me Home
As you know, last week my family and I took a trip to Florida where we embarked on a week-long cruise to two ports in Mexico and then back to Florida. We had opted to drive to Florida rather than fly, which meant a sixteen-hour car ride for four of us.
So, Mexico.
I have previously visited Mexico and have had experiences with the Mayan gods as well as Santa Muerte, the goddess of death. I understand that these deities can sometimes have difficulty getting along with my personal team of Spirit helpers. I am respectful to them, honoring them as best I can, but with a strong aversion to bringing them home or pissing them off.
I have the privilege of having a family who finds it fairly routine to see, feel, or experience spirits, so when one of us senses something, we can ask one another what may be going on.
While on the cruise and also in Mexico, each of us had experiences.
The sensations were fairly mild. A sudden dizzy spell which quickly dissipated, a scent here or there, a visitation from my granddaughter’s deceased father. We attributed most of the experiences to the idea that her father was just around and enjoying the trip with us.
The drive home began uneventful. Everyone in the car fell asleep except for me, the driver.
As I drove, I happened to recall a documentary I had watched months ago about a young adult woman who disappeared off of a cruise ship twenty-something years ago. She was never proven to be deceased, and her family believed she had been taken and was being trafficked. They believed they had evidence that she possibly had children which kept her connected to her kidnappers.
As I drove, I sent a message to her soul and sent her a transmission of Divine Love for whatever was in her highest good. Not knowing for sure if she was still alive or long deceased, I sent her a friendly hello as well as any family who were open to receiving it.
A few minutes later, a song came on the radio about death. It happens. But then the next five songs after that one were also about death. Not as common, right?
When my daughter woke up, her phone started playing a song on her playlist without her having touched her phone. The song was not about death, but still strange and a bit unexplainable, but could have related to the idea that this missing girl may have been trafficked.
Then the GPS started directing us out of our way from the direct route home. I wanted to ignore the GPS since I knew the way home, but thought perhaps there was a logical reason, such as a road closure or accident, so we ultimately decided to listen to the GPS.
The GPS reroute added an hour to our arrival home time, and just happened to drive through the area where my granddaughter’s father lived before he died. This is a significant detour from any possible navigation home from Florida. Needless to say, we said hello to him and wished him well. We were exhausted by the time we arrived home after 2 am.
The next day was Mother’s Day.
I sent a few texts to mothers in the family. They were not delivered until the following day.
My laptop malfunctioned and the screen showed black. All attempts to reboot it, lighten the screen visibility, or perform any of the suggested fixes were unsuccessful.
I knew that these seemingly random glitches were not random at all.
I had done my normal routine of releasing any non-beneficial energy that may be affecting my energy field, but I still felt off, so I called in Jesus and Archangel Michael for assistance. Within a few minutes, I began feeling better and another attempt to start my computer was met with success.
I still felt foggy-headed for a couple of days. This could have been explained by the lack of sleep and long drive, or it could have been an energy drain. Even though I am certain Archangel Michael and Jesus helped to clear whatever followed me home, it took awhile for my energetic batteries to recharge.
During the window of time when I was feeling ‘off’, I noticed the theme of death showing up randomly in various ways. Dreams. Facebook posts. Songs on the radio.
When talking to my ‘woo woo’ friends and associates, I realized that many others have also been receiving messages or signs related to death.
I mentioned this theme in passing in my monthly energy forecast for May. It was not a huge focus of the post, but I did recognize that it seemed to be relevant.
If you have been receiving random synchronicities that seemed to relate to death or transition, please don’t begin to worry that someone you love is going to die. Obviously, we cannot completely eliminate this possibility, but I do feel like we as a collective expression of the Divine having a human experience, this theme seems to be showing up repeatedly lately.
The good news is that death is only an illusion. Our consciousness lives on after our body ceases to function. There is a lot of consciousness that does not inhabit a human form floating about in the cosmos right now. Some of the individual expressions of consciousness left their bodies and found peace, and some, not so much.
The best we can do is call upon the Angels to assist as we become aware of these forms of consciousness and help them to find peace and rest.
Did I connect to a woman who disappeared off of a cruise ship when she was barely an adult and help her to find peace, or did I just happen to think about her because I spent a week on a cruise ship?
There is no way to prove anything either way.
Normally when I run into souls that are not at peace, when I am able to assist them in elevating their consciousness to a higher place, I feel a surge of joy come upon me like a soft breeze rising up from my belly and up through the top of my head. That is really the only proof that I have, and skeptics would probably discount that as proof.
The good news is, it doesn’t matter that much to me whether skeptics believe that I am assisting souls who have left their bodies. It is something I do. I don’t get paid to do it, unless I happen to run into one in the middle of a session with a client. Most of the time it’s fairly random.
I get a sensation. I may hear a song, feel a rush of wind, feel a whish of dizziness that appears and dissipates in a flash, smell the stench of death, or ‘just know.’
One of the mistakes that is often made with those who are sensitive is assuming when they sense death that they are having a premonition about someone close to them, or their own passing. This could be the case, but more often, the interaction is just a soul trying to find peace. Sometimes dreams about death are not predictions or premonitions, but rather an indication that a huge transition is about to occur or possibly what Sylvia Brown used to call ‘worse case scenario dreams’ when we work out our worst fears in our dreams.
If you have eliminated all other possibilites and begin to sense that there may be a consciousness hanging around that is not alive, we cannot always assume they are there because they need help. Sometimes they are just there to say hello, such as I believe was the case for my granddaughter’s father. But if they seem to be unwell or unresolved, there are ways to help them find peace.
The easiest way to help is to ask the Angels or the soul’s deceased loved ones to assist them in finding ‘the Light.’ Imagine a beam of light or even a rainbow and ask that they go towards it or cross over it.
Some don’t want to go and we can’t make them! However, we can exercise boundaries and tell them they need to stay away or out of our homes or cars. We all have free will, and when we pass, we still have free will. Just know that in some way, that soul wanted to experience what it would be like if they did not immediately go to the light. At some point, they will decide otherwise.
It could also be that the consciousness that does not seem to be at peace has something holding them in the ‘in between.’
They may have regrets or unresolved issues. They may be holding on to anger or the desire for revenge. Sometimes their family or loved ones can’t let them go. Sometimes they are too attached to their personality and have forgotten that they are light. If they were the victims of murder or their passing was especially traumatic, they may be waiting for justice or closure. If there was no funeral or sending off ceremony, they may not have felt complete or they may not have gotten to say goodbye to their loved ones. Perhaps a loved one did not get to say goodbye to them.
It does feel like there has been some sort of energetic shift recently in how we are experiencing life here as a soul having a human experience. Some are choosing to move on to whatever is next.
For me, I feel like up until this year, I had a plan. I felt like I knew where my purpose was leading me. Then this year came and that plan did not seem to be the same anymore. Things happened that were out of my control that seemed to create a detour or at least a delay from my original vision of where my mission was headed. I am not sure if I am completely aware of where I am headed next.
It almost feels like a shift in my soul contract, but I have no idea what my new contract looks like, or even if there is one. My Guides have assured me that this current state is temporary. Sometimes I complain to the Guides and they just keep saying, “Be patient.”
What I have decided is that I am just going to take things day by day. If something stops working, then I will shift. I trust that the Universe has my back and everything will eventually be clear.
If I am driving in the car and a spirit needs help finding peace, I am still available for service. My sessions with clients seem to still be thriving. The classes, not so much.
I think a lot of us are experiencing a shift and everything just feels different.
Maybe that is also true for those who have left their bodies.
I welcome your thoughts and experiences with this new energy.
We are all in this together!
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